THE DEFEAT

I thought I was different

and you proved I was wrong..

I thought you you were different..

and you did the same once again..

All my beliefs shattered..

All my hopes torn..

Earlier..

Whenever I used to go to sleep,

my lashes clutched together..

in enthusiasm..so many dreams

used to flow in..with different

colors of hope..This world

never used to matter much..

but I had a world of my own.

Now..

When I lie down on my bed..

dreams are something I fear.

My eyes open wide

and all the lashes torn apart.

I stare in the dark..

waiting for all my colors of hope

to flow in..but all I can see

is just the darkness..and what flows out

is just a colorless tear..

So now..dreams are something I fear.

Sadly now..I have nowhere to go..

this world I never found worth..

and my own world has gone away.

No colors for me..

No hopes for me..

Oh God..I have no reasons to stay.

Each time I close

my dreamless and lonely eyes..

I just want to move away.

Call me back..let me not open

these eyes again..O Lord..

just one last wish..this is all I pray.