A HEART ACHE

First time in my life I wished you would have lied to me..

First time in my life my mirror questioned my pride..

First time in my life I wished I could end my life..

First time in my life I picked up a knife..

I wished it never happened..

I wished my heart was still alive..

But sadly all my wishes are in vain..

Till I breathe, I will have to bear this pain..

I know to love you still is insane

But sadly I am a heart and not a brain.