BEREAVED MOMENTS

In pain, Insane
all over again
One heart that cries
Two eyes that rain

You are, you were
You will be here
In my random smiles
In my aimless tears
What for is then, this misery?
When in my mirror, its your face I see

But when illusion breaks
and craving holds
Nothing remains
Nothing consoles

You took it all
And left me behind
What for I stay?
What's left that's mine?

You were it all
My hero, My guy
No reason at all
For final goodbye
I only get closer
Each time I try
Every heartbeat a burden
Every breath is a sigh
Why did you go?
just tell me why?

THE BREAKUP

You have a perfect package, with a brilliant job

But all I needed,
was a heart to listen
a mind to speak
and lots of time for me to rob!

You say you were to gift me a superb luxury car

But all I needed,was a peaceful journey of nights
and as my gift? everynight
just one shining star!

Diamonds you say you would have gotten me home

But hey! I could never make out the worth of that stone!
All I needed,
was a hand to hold on,
a bond to boast of,
and a quiet carefree street to roam

You got into too much
when little was enough
I wasn't difficult,
But you made me tough!
Here, take back your heart
as I respectfully reject it in furl
I am sorry dude,
But I was never your girl!

GROUNDED

While I see my feet firmly grounded,

Which reckless bit of earth was that? I ponder,

That such snatched its gravity, so as to keep just your skin here

And to set your soul to wander?

If at all I knew

With all my strength, I would have pushed and spun the globe around,

And would have stood there instead of you.



They tell me you are over

I growl that it ain't true

Fighting the world, scared inside

Darling just one clue,

Tell me where are you?


Waves come, touch and go

To touch my soul, I doubt they'll ever know

Time has stopped as the moments flow

To move ahead my footprints yet don't know



Tape of my memory, I repeatedly forward, play, stop & rewind

I took millions of steps to move away,

But after you, it’s all blank behind.

With my skin so abandoned and soul so bounded,

helplessly I see my feet firmly grounded

I so stand here, since you left me so

With this only bliss, with this only woe

That to move ahead my footprints yet don't know

That to move ahead my footprints will never know.